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I cannot seem to comprehend fully, how he, enthralls me so. The wondrous locks of his hair play with my mind. In his eyes I see something. A glimmer of an otherworldly love. Compassion so tangible, that I wonder how he even exists, in this world brimming of unmistakeable sadness. The caress of his hand as he looks into my eyes, sparks a chain reaction that sends shivers down my spine. My body is tuned into his every touch. His lips, where I have rested my gaze, look as soft as a summers breeze. He licks them, not in anticipation of me claiming them, but because he wonders how he can tell me of his hopes for us. Grabbing my hands and holding them close to his chest, I feel his heartbeat racing. He asks for me to look at him, feel him, understand the sincerity behind his words as they pour from him in controlled urgency. "I have to say this before my courage fails me. I love you...with all I have to give. Will you do me the honor of becoming my wife?"

Working on it

I struggle with anger. I am working on it, but it is hard, very hard. Daily I struggle with reacting to difficult situations without anger. Anger is a dangerous road, because it leads you to really dark places, and I really do not want to walk those paths any more. I want to be happy and embrace the wonderful things life has to offer, and not be tied down by venomous anger in my veins. Today I had this opportunity to be vengeful and angry, but I realized that it wouldn't make the situation less terrible, perhaps it would even make things more frustrating. So...I let it go and it felt great. There's so much pain and sadness in the world, no point in making it worse and adding to all the heartache. I'd rather spend my time, doing wonderful things for the people that I love.