Ringgren

She sees the sunset, and the colours that explode, like magic on a whiteboard, warmth and life seems to emanate. And the strings of nature, are playing her a sonnet. The wind vibrating with life, playing with her long auburn hair. The last rays of sun, dance around her freckles, speaking of times to come, times where she will find love. She lays down in the tall grass, staring at the still blue sky, wondering if he is staring, at the same and why. Is he dreaming of her? Wishing for her to discover, his heart beating in the midst, of all the noise. She closes her eyes. Letting the waning heat wash over her. She feels free. Anything is possible, and her path is still not decided. So she will love her life, even if it's not always easy. In the end, he will still love her. For the struggles and the scars, she's fought and overcome. Because she is herself and no one else.

It's not the way you used to touch me, it's the way, you've given up. It's not the way you kissed me, it's the certainty, that it's not enough. You play your games, around my heart, and I'm back at the start. Trying to push and pull, and you're refusing, to even let it move. Back or forth, it's the same pain. Especially when it is in vain. I'm giving in. I've had enough. So, stop loving me, even if it's tough. Because you can love someone new, just as well as I can do. So, let me leave and move on, and I can start listening to another song.

Can't you just imagine the look I'd give you if you touched, that piece where all my darkest moments have been kept in silence. I wonder what the release would feel like, and if it would explode? Burst into a million bright coloured sparkles that make you smile. Even if they are the worst parts of me, releasing them would give me the courage to smile back at you. I've seen the way you light up at my grin, and all I really want is to see that face again. So, come with me and break into that dark chamber, forgive my hardest choices and I'll forgive yours. Because it's not about our past mistakes, but our future compromises that melts and breaks down any wall. Mine have been built over the years and the concrete, seems hardened to the point of being impenetrable. But I know, I just know, your smile could make them crumble.

There's a current in my life, dragging me along to better times. Friends who corner me, and make me thrive on happiness. The rays of the sun, play with the tint of my shades and I can't stop the grin from forming, on my nude lips as I laugh. It's all about you, and the way you look at me. The way you remind my heart, that happiness isn't a crime. Driving through the green forests, with my hands out the window. I only see possibilities, and an embrace waiting at the finish line.